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You say you’re a terrible person. When in reality it is me who is the terrible one
It’s made worse by the fact that I am a truly horrible verbal communicator. I’ve always thought of myself as writer, I can always use written word to describe a least a fraction of the chaos in my head but written word is useless against those unwilling to read it, or worse unwilling to attempt to understand it.
I see it, and so does everyone else. I know but a part of me, that stupid naive part of me who really should know better still hopes, still wished, still wants. Another part, the deeper, darker part is just trying to survive in a world where choice isn’t always a realistic option, where hopes and dreams are just the fancy of little girls with too much time on their hands, this part she knows better, knows what it takes and what will happen when the vicarious balance is no longer maintained. The only problem is that me, all of me is on the verge of just saying FUCK IT ALL!
Managed to talk to R about us not talking and a little about school, it went…….well idk. it went i guess. *sigh* i guess its a start.
odd how the one class im struggling with is the one i started the readings for a week before the semester started lols.